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I Just Don’t Know

Has Love Given up on me, 

Or I have given up on Love. 

Either way I don’t see it happening anymore, because why should I? I don’t know if I am incapable fo receiving it, or recognizing when real love is there, but none of it is coming my way. I am not talking about Mother, Brother, Sister Love, But of Soulmate love. I don’t see it happening for me, because why should I? My track record speaks for itself, and I am so far out of the societal norms that no one gives a shit. I try to care about myself and others, but there are days when I feel as though I just can’t anymore because nobody cares for me. 

I want that person to be with me when I am sick and cannot sleep, who would stay up and hold me until I passed out. The person to be there through the ups and downs, and not once have any doubts about who I am, or who we were. I want the person who in the middle of the night will be there when I turn over, to just see and know that everything is going to be alright. 

By why should I deserve that? I only try to be a good person….

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